Tonight I got my "e" cigarette in an attempt to quit smoking, or at least to stop inhaling carcinogens. I hope that it works out! Maybe it's a step toward something positive. My day at work didn't go too badly considering how busy it was. I am feeling somewhat better about things today. I feel like I have some more options available to me and feel way less trapped than I did before which is a good thing. Better days are ahead hopefully. During the last three months I have been pretty much incognito and havent spent much time with friends. I am starting to feel a little isolated. A much needed reconnection with old friends is way past due for me. Better things are coming....or at least it feels that way. Hopefully the feeling continues.